Done.
Because thats all I can do.  I’m sick of this. I want to be free.

Anonymous said: Where did you get your tapestry style skort? I really love it. Hope you're having a wonderful day!xxxx

I said:

It’s from boohoo (online) it was only £12 whoooo! Order the size up though because it’s quite small! And thank you very much lovely xxx

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letgotolovelife said: Surprise beautiful person! Once you receive this award, you must paste it to 8 people's asks who deserve it. If you break it nothing will happen, but it's good to know someone thinks you're beautiful on the inside and out. ❤

I said:

Eeek thank you lovely Lara :D xxx

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I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself.

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Anonymous said: At what point in your recovery did you start working? I have just started getting my energy back but I am not fully recovered. People are discouraging that I start work yet and telling me to stop trying to "run before I can walk" but I feel able to. I feel healthy enough. It just feels like they're killing my self esteem by doubting my abilities and thinking I'll fail. :-( xxx

I said:

Hello! They are just protecting you, making sure you’re ok! Well ermm I started a Saturday job when I was heavily restricting, my parents don’t believe in the whole “you’re mentally ill” situation and then when I left school, I started doing that job 2 days a week, then I moved from that job when I was 19, as I had an op on my foot, then a few months later (as it took a while for me to find a job in retail) I got my current job where I do 3 days a week, I couldn’t manage anymore tbh because it’s exhausting to me and I have a 3 hour train journey all together to for work (there’s no nice shops in the city I live in!) I’m nowhere near fully recovered but I have personally worked throughout my illness! so yes, I’m going to say, take it easy, your family are just making sure you’re ok, they worry and don’t want you to fall again, but maybe say to them a job might help you, your mood, confidence etc :) good luck and stay strong xxx

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swiftalltheway said: Once you get this you have to say five nice things about yourself publicly, then send it to ten of your favourite followers.

I said:

Thanks Brielle! Hope you’re well Xxxx
1- I love my new tattoo, a family friends little girl said to me the other day “you have a heart on your wrist, I used to have stars, I like your heart” it was so cute!
2, my hair is growing
3, I’m good at making people smile
4, I always have good nails/nail colour, it’s mint green at the moment whoop
5, I work hard at work!

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Anonymous said: I feel so FAT i have honestly gone up two jeans sizes and i still can't stop eating. I'm at my pre ed weight now what if i Never stop gaining its terrible. Please help me:(

I said:

Gahh jean sizes are just blerghhhh! So I buy my jeans from H&M, they are two sizes bigger than my normal size, I also have a paid from gap, that a a size smaller than my size, I also am two sizes smaller than my size in new look! That’s a different size by miles in each shop, ranging from a 4-12 uk size, see how random and pointless that was? So many different sizes showing it doesn’t matter!
Ahhh pre-ed weight from when you were younger maybe? Your body changes when you get older, and it sounds like you were underweight before so your body needed to gain weight! You will stop gaining, but don’t stop eating, each person needs a lot of food each day! Yesterday I ate a huge pizza, McDonald’s, Starbucks, chocolate soya milk, chocolate and much more and I didn’t gain a thing yesterday!
Recovery is worth it, I promise, I’m not there yet, but eating is so much easier than when I was underweight, your body needed to gain, so you could gain your life back! I hope I’ve helped, stay strong and take your chance to recover now!! Xxx

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Anonymous said: You inspire my so much and today I threw away my blades after 5 years❤️your positivity makes me feel like I can also recover💕

I said:

Oh goodness wowie, good for you, I’m so so proud! And just ahhhh you are amazing, it fuels my recovery so much when I hear that I’m helping people and this is just amazing! Keep going, because you CAN recover, everyone can, including myself! Sending hope and hugs xxx

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Anonymous said: are you weight restored?

I said:

I really don’t know x

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Anonymous said: How do you tell if you have some sort of illness ,stay strong xx we all know you can !😄💕

I said:

Hello! sorry I don’t really understand what you mean by this, do you mean physically or mentally? Thank you so so much, this really means a lot! xxxx

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Anonymous said: Your boyfriend sounds so sweet! :)

I said:

My boyfriend is truly truly amazing :D :D xxx

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